Sunday, April 18, 2010 • 12:56 AM
hello!! it seem like a week didn't blog.. 1 week of school can say is suck to max!!! i hate it.. now got lot of upcoming project to do and presentation.. i hate presentation man.. to the max. haiz.. but what to do i still have to present my project. hopefully everything move it smoothing.. haiz.. now current of my life is not good.. now i feel damn stress which reallly cant let me breathe properly!!! lots of things cope up in my life and i really dunno how to solve it.. maybe solve it one by one.. i really cant let all things cope up of life.. this is my last year in CPT course i have to do well.. so i might choose to give up on you!! sorry!! ): but i'm still thinking is he worth for me to wait?? now i also dunno the answer.. ): becuase i really feel so tired already.. i dun wish to move on le.. my brain cant work anymore.. now another guy is maaking my life so misreable.. last year is benson now is you.. why every year there is one guy that can make me until like this.. omg!! i also dunno why.. maybe me and him need is TIME!! i really need is just TIME!! let me settle my thing first then i will settle it with u.. i just need from you is TImE!!! that all i wan it from you.. although now i say i wan give up but in my heart i still love you ba.. in my heart there is a place for you!! trust me!! now i wan is to study well other thing wait until my exam is over then say ba!! that all i wan to say!! hopefully i can do it!! i still will miss you!!! )': this should be my decision le ba.. put love aside now.. althought my heart really feel so painful but i have to endure with it!!! i have no choice!! i'm so sorry to you!! but after i settle everything i will go back find you!!!!!! just give me time okay?? i really hope you will read my blog becasue i really dunno how to text you!!! i can only say it out in here!! i just need from YOU is TIME!! i know i'm selfish but i dun wan to lose you!! seriously!! is this is my finally decision?? i really feel so tired right now.. my head is so pain and feel so dizzy.. ): i wish i could settle it fast!! haiz... ):
