Tuesday, March 30, 2010 • 2:15 AM
i feel low right now.. i also dunnno why.. but why seem like everyone is ignoring me?? what did i done wrong??? can just tell me??? pls dun ignore me... i dun mind u dun talk to me but pls pls pls dun ignore me.. i really scared ppl ignore me!!! haiz.. maybe it time for me to give up everything le ba.. it time for mr to walk alone in the path again.. and this is the last one i jio... from now i wont jio anyone anymore!!!! he is my last love!!! i really miss him so much!!! i dunno i wan to know the answer anot.. but as now i see the answer to me i should know what is the outcome will be.. so i'm not hoping anything le.. because i'm not alone in the path... i got my family, i got my besti, i got my friends they all.. they all will support me no matter how hard is the way they will still pei me walk through!!! i must stop thinking of it le... dun be so silly le bee!!! haiz... )': whenever you will to get a thing, but you just cant get the thing you wan. but when you dun wan a thing, you sure will get it.. why??? why?? why god must like this treat me??? why?? i reallly cant get the thing i wan ma???haiz... i think life is like this ba.. wad to do.. i really can fight for the happines myself ma???
Monday, March 29, 2010 • 12:33 AM
haiz.. suddenly i miss him damn much!!! OMG!!! ytd had dream abt him and i dunno why i wil dream abt him.. is the first time he appear in my dream!!! i nv ever had dream abt him since the day we know each other!!! from the morning i woke up till now, my mind is full of him!!!! seriously i miss him damn much!!! i tot my feeling to him is gone but the answers is no!!! i still got the feeling toward him.. but i just dunno how to say it out.. haiz.. maybe it really take time ba.. this kind of things cant be rush too!!! so i must have the patience to wait for him!!! seriously i miss RTBW... haiz... this two weeks he had been working so hard and i dunno how to concern him.. i dunno use what kind of way to concern him.. but in my heart i really concern him but i dunno how to show it out to him.. i just keep it in my heart!! i love him and miss him so badly... haiz.. but i cant do anything too.. haiz.. i just wan say no matter how hard you doing outside I Will Support you and pei you walk through the difficult path!!! I will be there for you!!! ^^ take care!! (:Labels: i miss you so badly... do you know??? )':
Saturday, March 27, 2010 • 4:38 AM
hello!! i'm back to post again.. haha.. ytd went to east coast park with my classmateS!!! we had bbq there.. ytd nv ton cos i'm so lazy to ton.. haha.. ytd meet cs and an ni first at cwp then we took bus 966 to marine bay!!! we reached there ard 4plus.. ytd bbq was quite fun.. cos everyone enjoyed the fun ytd!!! haha.. after that ard 9plus me, gerald, keith, cs, kendrick and ben we go home tgt.. but everyone took diff bus only me and cs took the same bus back home!! and i reached home ard 11plus.. daddy and mummy go bus stop fetch me home!! thanks daddy and mummy!! ^^ this is the first time mmumy and daddy let me go home quite late!! haha.. they are so sweet!!! i love them so much!! :) oh yea!! today daddy go thailand le!! next week then come back!! i miss daddy and worry also.. hope he come back fast!! daddy take care when you are at overseas!! everyone of us will miss you!! :) love ya!!! ^^
Monday, March 22, 2010 • 11:37 AM
hello!! i'm back to post again.. ya.. can say this few days i was not in a good mood!!! thanks guys for cheering me up!! thank you so much!! i will be fine soon!! so ya. dun worry.. i know you guys is worry abt me and stress with me too.. sorry abt that!! just give me time to cool myself down... okay.. let dun say abt sad thing.. 
okay.. ytd went down to grandparent house!!! celebrate ah gong birthday!! when we reached there, everyone was there already.. so we ate our dinner first then sing happy birthday song and cut cake!! i love the cake ytd!!! omg!!! is my favourtie!!! chocolate cake!!! ^^ i started to like to eat chocolate nowdays.. haha.. i also dunno why.. anw chocolate can make girl happy!!! haha.. oh ya!!! i wan to congrats aaron korkor and jesline jiejie!!! they engaged le!!! so sweet!!! haha.. can go wedding dinner le!!! YEAH!!! (: and also we are going overseas soon tgt!!! YEAH!!! family overseas!! haha.. i got to go!!! haappy happy!! :D
Saturday, March 13, 2010 • 10:53 PM
she is my darling!!! (:
hello!!! i'm back to post again.. ytd went to meet cherie darling at orchard.. after that we walk to somerest to watch movie!!! we watch BEING HUMAN!!! after we brought the ticket we go far east for a walk.. and i brought onr sunglasses!!! YEAH!!! finally brought one which i really love it!!! after a walk at far east, we walk back to somerest.. when we are on our way back, cherie feel like eating ice cream so she brought one ice cream. after that we went to watch our movie le.. haha.. the movie is so funny.. but is no link to the title-BEING HUMAN!!! so for me i will say the movie is just okay!! oh yea!! finally me and darling take lots of pic.. haha.. when i'm free i will upload the pic.. now i lazy to upload.. haha.. so stay tune!!!
haiz.. i injure both of my legs.. )': now is so painful lo.. haiz.. and i also injure my back!! Omg.. so many problems now.. it making me so pain.. haiz.. )': but i just have to bear with it.. and i miss him.. haiz..
oh yea!!! tonight going to take my new spec le!!! Oh yeah!!! haha.. happy happy!!! but cos me 169bucks lo.. but nvm.. i just love the spec so much!! and my old spec is 1year 9months so it time for me to change a new one!!! haha.. tonight going to take le!!! YEAH!!! (:
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Thursday, March 11, 2010 • 2:49 AM
Hi reader!!! i'm back.. sorry that i put it in private.. becuase that all weeks i'm really sad and no mood.. haiz.. after cooling down... i think clearly what should i do!!! my answer is i will continue on my way!! because i make my feeling clear now!!! and i'm serious this time!!! i'm not joking or what!!! Ytd went out with him, i'm so happy.. but i'm so shy when first i met him at mrt station.. when i saw him i'm so nervous.. i also dunno why. maybe is the first time i went out with him.. althought ytd we only spend a few hours out there doing nth but i'm so happy walking with him (: wan me walk how far with him or walk forever in my life I also WILLING to walk with him!!! ^^ i miss you so much... )':Labels: i miss you so badly... do you know??? )':
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 • 2:57 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYDIA!!! Wish you all the best and lasst long with alson!!! ^^
Thursday, March 4, 2010 • 4:08 AM
today was not in a good mood.. i also dunno why... haiz.. totally now no mood to talk.. and i really miss him.. i miss him so much!!! OMG!!! haiz.. but what can i do?? i just cant do anything.. haiz.. i'm damn sad right now.. i feel like crying now.. i really feel so lonely.. haiz... ): i think i really need to cooldown for sometime.. to think clearly should i continue on?? or just give up.. because now i really dun have the enegry to continue on.. i just need u so much.. i think this time i really fall in you!!!! )': the day you nv text me i really very sad... haiz.. but i dunno why i just dun wan text you also.. maybe i will text you again but not now... haiz.. this is where i can say out my unhappy things.... )': )': )': )': )': i just need to be alone now...
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 • 4:32 AM
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY CHERIE DARLING!!!! ^^ Finally 18 le wor.. haha.. sorry for the belated present!!! will pass it to you soon alright!!! (: Hope you have a nice celebration with ur friends and family!!! I love you!!! hehe.. ^^
Monday, March 1, 2010 • 10:00 PM
today didn't went to school.. was not feeling that well so just rest at home.. due to this few weeks weather, is freaking hot.. omg!!! i dun like the weather.. need to bathe so many times.. haiz... Saturday went to buangkok for some prayer!!! while waiting for our turn, ah ma was joking with us.. make me and sisters laugh until like nobody business!!! omg!!! seriously it was so funny.. was talking abt ah ma's name.. haha... ah ma also got nickname!!! i will laugh is because of ah ma's nickname... is really damn funny.. even we were on the way home, inside the car also got lot of laughter.. haha.. laugh until i really cant take it.. haiz.. tml there is school.. haiz.. i'm so tired.. haiz.. OMG!!!! seriously i miss him so much.. haiz.. my heart will melt!!!! ^^Labels: i miss you so badly... do you know??? )':
