Sunday, October 11, 2009 • 12:01 AM
I feel sick and tired of everything... include my health..... haiz.. i feel like giving up everything le... haiz.. maybe this is just my fate lo... i cant do anything also... haiz.. my health now like having another problem.. wish i go for body and test blood wont have anything problem ba.. haiz.. but if have, that is my fate i have to face it!! i wont tell anyone, only my close friend will know abt it cos i dont wish to tell others abt my health too... I'm sick and tired in relationship also.. i think i will give up on him soon le... i dont wish to continue waiting for no hope will happen.. haiz.. tml is school reopen le... haiz.. dont feel like going to school eh.. haiz.. i really feel like giving up... haiz.. wish i can get over this soon.. i believe i can get over him also.. because i can get over zheng an why i can get over him?? haiz... but i really miss the memories with him!!! i really miss him so badly!!! haiz.. i really wish to go back to the past with him and sure will treasure him well!! haiz.. but now is too late liao.. haiz.. i really very sad and really still love him alot.. i cant give up so easily i so dont know why?? haiz.. i really love him so much that make me cant move on.. alot ppl tell me that is time to move on, but i still cant move on.. only a few friends will understand why i cant move on... only they can understand how i feel!! no one else can understand how i feel... haiz.. oh yea!! ytd went to cut hair with mummy and jiejie.. and i change my hairstyle.. hahaha.. i cut my fringe into bangs!!! hahah.. tml i scared to school.. haiz.. oh my!!! i scared my friends will laugh at me.. haiz... but i stil have to face it strongly.. haiz.. okay.. blog until here le ba.. have to go do my project le if not cant hang in on time!! bye bye!!! (:
