Friday, October 30, 2009 • 12:04 AM
haha.. today nv go school again.. cos i got mc again.. should be ytd and today.. but ytd i did go school.. i go back to do my phase test.. then today nv go school.. cos wan rest at home liao.. i need to rest my legs.. as in my legs and my hand is very painful... haiz.. is like my condition nv imporve... haiz.. hope after one month my condition will improve so that i no need to eat so many tablets at one time lo... haiz.. oh yea.. i shouldn't post that i now like someone.. haha.. lol.. but nvm.. is just a maybe... haha.. this morning had breakfast with er jie and jie boyfriend.. he drive us to civi centre to had our breakfast.. we had our breakfast at MAC.. all us eat big breakfast.. it is so so nice!!! (: long time nv eat mac breakfast le.. haha.. thanks jie fu!!! (: bring us go had breakfast.. haha.. love you all so much!!! ^^ hehe... oh yeah!!1 today is someone birthday lo.. haha.. that is my BELOVED er jie!!! haha...HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY TO ER JIEJIE!!! CHEER!!! ^^
Thursday, October 29, 2009 • 12:14 AM
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO INDRA!!! ^^ I wont forget you my dearest friend!!! (:
Tuesday, October 27, 2009 • 6:06 AM
haiz.. if i say i like you how?? hmm.. i think i slowly slowly forget him le.. but i now like, like someone else again liao.. haiz.. but this time i will see how ba.. but i can say that, that guy is really a good guy, he wont flirt also.. he look cute when he wear white polo tee... haha.. i like to see he wear white polo tee to school... haha.. ^^ i really like him... haha...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABRI!!! CHEER!!! ^^
Monday, October 26, 2009 • 11:18 PM
IS a Impossible things.....
hmm.. just keep thinking abt that matter.. haiz.. i dont know why i will dream abt him lo.. walao.. is like impossible??? =.= OMG!!! i dream until with song?? LOL!!!! i dunno how come i dream abt him.. is like?? okay.. shall dont talk abt this liao... hmm.. i think is time to let go everything liao.. i shall start a new life again.. no point holding it again le.. i should look at the bright side and forget those unhappy things.. just rmb the sweetest memories that he gave it to me.. i think that is enough to me.. i will always rmb you.. i really very happy tgt with you.. thank you!!!! ^^ Okay.. tml going back to school liao.. so fast my 1week mc finish le.. hmm.. feel lazy to go back.. haha.. but no choice i still have to go back to school.. hope that tml i go back everything move smooth.. haha.. okay.. when i free i will blog again... bye bye!!! (:Labels: time to let go.... ): 2:20PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009 • 10:34 PM
Hahaha... today is someone special day!! haha!!! just wan wish you all the best and may all your wishes come true!!! ^^
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO KEITH!!! CHEERS!!! ^^
Friday, October 23, 2009 • 5:47 AM
Yes!!! tml finally can go out le.. haha... from the day came back from hospital, i everyday stay at home nv go anywhere.. haha.. cos i feel very tired and sometime feel dizzy so dont dare to go out alone.. but tml is going out with family.. go Pin Shi eat dinner.. celebrate er jiejie 21th birthday!!! haha.. hmm.. tml then i blog more abt it ba.. if can i will post some pic also.. haha.. okay.. i shall blog until here le ba.... haha.. hmm.. i would to say that i like, like someone le... haha... lol!!! okay.. bye bye!!! (:
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Thursday, October 22, 2009 • 10:16 PM
haiz.. I'm so bored lo.. haiz.. nothing to do at home lo.. haiz.. so sian.. i have to stay at home for 1weeks then can go back to school.. is good to stay at home rest but i'm bored lo.. dont know what to do.. haha.. but i still manage to find things to do so that i wont so bored le.. haha.. okay.. shall blog until here le cos i really dont know what to wirte liao.. bye bye!!! (:Labels: time to let go.... ): 1:15PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 • 9:47 PM
haiz.. yesterday just discharge from hospital.. haiz.. monday mummy bring me go family clinic see doctor in the end doctor send me to SGH.. haiz.. no choice daddy drive me to there with mummy and sisters.. when we reached there, i go for a heart test... cos my heart beat beat very fast so have to do the test.. after that i go for my blood test and x-ray.. the doctor say that we need to waited for 1-2hours then the blood test result will be out.. and mummy, daddy and sisters waited with me until 12midnight... after that the blood test result come out le, doctor say that i need to admit!!! haiz.. ): i have no choice so stay at hospital.. haiz.. i waited for 1hour for a ward and a bed.. so i ask my parent and sisters to go back first, i wait alone, nvm de.. cos it really very late le.. is ard 12plus am... so they went back home. i wait alone.. until 12plus to 1am, the nurse push me to the ward. as in there bed for me le.. so i reached the ward, the doctor came to check me... the next day (20/10/09), in the morning the nurse gave me a injection!!! OMG!!! the nurse nv tell me that she wan to injection for me.. she only tell me that she wan to pump my blood pressure lo!! walao!! I'm so shocked sia!!! ): it is so painful.. I Hate injection!!! haiz.. i had to eat lots of tablets.. to control my condition.. haiz.. i dunno when my condition will be okay.. i hope nothing will happen.. hopefully i eat the medicine will cure my condition so that mummy wont worried so much for me and spend so much money on me!!! i really feel so bad.. waste so much money... haiz.. i'm so useless lo!!! haiz.. 6weeks later i have to go back to hospital for check up can but 1week of the check up, i have to go back for blood test again!!! OMG!!! i really hate it.. i scared of injection!! it is so painful!!! haiz.. how i wish he will be my side.. i really wish that he can come visit me.. haiz.. but i heard from my friends that he nv go school ytd.. haiz.. i dunno what happen to him.. i'm so worry abt him.. he like seldom go to school le.. his attendance also not good le... haiz.. i really dunno what happen to him le.. haiz.. hope he is fine!!!(: okay i shall blog until here le.. need to rest le.. bye bye!!!Labels: i really miss him so badly.... )': 1:00PM
Saturday, October 17, 2009 • 5:49 AM
hey.. i'm back.. haha.. finally is weekend le.. i'm so tired going to school.. finally can on my com and updated my blog le.. hahaha... haiz.. why alot of things happen on me?? why?? who can tell me??? haiz.. maybe is my fate and i have to face it strongly.. haiz.. but i really scared.. haiz.. ytd when thing happen the first person that i think is HIM.. haiz.. how i wish he will at my side.. haiz.. but i know this cant be happen... i really very scared something will happen in me... i really dont want my parent, sisters and grandma to worry abt me.. i really dont want see them worry abt me.. and i dont want mummy to spend alot of money on me.. i dont wan her earn the money all spend at me.. i really hope nothing happen on me.. i rather ***** than spend mummy money lo... haiz... all everything will be fine..I really miss him so much.. i miss his family and his relative too.. i really miss those sweetest memories that he gave it to me.. i really miss it so so so much.... )': how i wish i can go back to him.. i really dont know what happen to him.. he seem like not close to them le.. i really dont know what happen to him and them.. haiz.. but nvm, i will always side him.. if they really dont like him, i will still stay by his side.. no matter what happen, i will still side you.. Be your angle!!!(: Labels: i really miss you so so so so much.... ): 9:30PM
Sunday, October 11, 2009 • 12:01 AM
I feel sick and tired of everything... include my health..... haiz.. i feel like giving up everything le... haiz.. maybe this is just my fate lo... i cant do anything also... haiz.. my health now like having another problem.. wish i go for body and test blood wont have anything problem ba.. haiz.. but if have, that is my fate i have to face it!! i wont tell anyone, only my close friend will know abt it cos i dont wish to tell others abt my health too... I'm sick and tired in relationship also.. i think i will give up on him soon le... i dont wish to continue waiting for no hope will happen.. haiz.. tml is school reopen le... haiz.. dont feel like going to school eh.. haiz.. i really feel like giving up... haiz.. wish i can get over this soon.. i believe i can get over him also.. because i can get over zheng an why i can get over him?? haiz... but i really miss the memories with him!!! i really miss him so badly!!! haiz.. i really wish to go back to the past with him and sure will treasure him well!! haiz.. but now is too late liao.. haiz.. i really very sad and really still love him alot.. i cant give up so easily i so dont know why?? haiz.. i really love him so much that make me cant move on.. alot ppl tell me that is time to move on, but i still cant move on.. only a few friends will understand why i cant move on... only they can understand how i feel!! no one else can understand how i feel... haiz.. oh yea!! ytd went to cut hair with mummy and jiejie.. and i change my hairstyle.. hahaha.. i cut my fringe into bangs!!! hahah.. tml i scared to school.. haiz.. oh my!!! i scared my friends will laugh at me.. haiz... but i stil have to face it strongly.. haiz.. okay.. blog until here le ba.. have to go do my project le if not cant hang in on time!! bye bye!!! (:
Friday, October 9, 2009 • 10:54 PM
here i blogging again.. hahaha!!! Yesterday night accompany mummy and daddy to cwp.. As they want to buy a new rice cooker because the old one going to spolit soon so mummy decdied to buy a new one.. So we went to courts to see... and we managed to buy a new one.. and it quite expensive.. haha.. but nvm is daddy paid for it.. hahaha!! lol.. after finish buying, mummy went to buy er jie birthday present because her birthday is coming soon.. after that i went to CHECK shop to see jacket.. and i saw a PUMA jacket which is very nice.. So mummy brought me that PUMA jacket!!! i really like it so much!! Thanks you MUMMY!!! ILOVEYOU MUMMY!!!(: hehe!! tonight going out for dinner with my family.. today will be a fun day too!!! haha!! (: oh yea!!! forget to say something which is.........HAPPY 18TH BRITHDAY TO LESLIE!!!
HAHA!!! :p
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Thursday, October 8, 2009 • 2:50 PM
i just came back from the chalet... Wow!! is damn tiring man!!! chalet there got me, nuraini, fairi, dan, ika, syharil, benson, hakiim, cs, dzy, zila and lijah.. there is quite alot ppl.. haha.. we had alot of fun.. Before i go paris ris, i meet hakiim at jurong east and we took train tgt to tampines meet dzy.. when we meet dzy, we took bus 21 to downtown east.. as some of them went on the first day.. when we reached the chalet place, i totally no mood... haiz.. saw him at there.. and i was quiet all the way until ard bbq time.. nuraini and fairi is trying to cheer me up but i still cant cheer up.. thanks nuraini and fairi... but during the bbq, i have alot of fun so after i okay le... haha.. nothing le.. back to cheerful side.. just face him... becos only ytd i saw him.. haha.. actually qutie happy to see him but dunno why i no mood lo.. abit weird.. ya i can say so.. lol.. but i really miss him so much!!!)':
During at night, me, syharil, zila, nuraini, fairi and hafizul went to the beach to chit chat.. but when we reached the beach, we realised there is no wind at all.. is so hot.. so we decided to go back.. after a few hours later, all of us wan to sleep le.. some of us went to the second floor to sleep and some will at the first floor sleeping as in second floor cannot squeeze too many ppl in.. So i went up to the second floor and sleep.. the fun part come le.. hahah... that is i cant sleep at all.. as there is one person who snoozing very loud and the air-con is damn cold that make me cant sleep at all.. so i went down to the first floor sleep.. hehe!! but i only sleep ard 30min jiu wake up le cos the floor is too hard and my friends was just beside me talking so loud.. nvm.. at ard 7plus i went up to second floor to sleep as in there is space for me to sleep.. so i went up and sleep.. and i really wan to sleep le, Don was beside me.. u know wad happen?? i cant sleep again cos he was snoozing non-stop.. haha.. but nvm i still managed to get some sleep.. so i did sleep for abt 2-3hours...
After that at ard 10plus everyone wake up and bathe.. as in we need to check out ard 11.30am.. after we check out, we took the shorted bus to paris ris mrt.. when we reached there everyone seperated, some went home, some went to changi there to eat, as for me of cos is go home.. hahaha!!! cos i'm too tired...
haha... so now im at home resting.. i'm damn tired.. and now my back is very painful maybe ytd nv sleep hao hao.... that all abt my chalet... It was a very fun and nice day with my classmates!!! haha!! okay.. guys u all should rest well too!!! Bye!!Labels: I'm waiting for him here.... I miss him so much 2:50PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009 • 9:56 PM
today will be going to my class chalet.. haha.. actually dont feel like going de.. but my friends make until me wan go.. haha.. will be back by tml.. when i come back then blog again.. haha..
Sunday, October 4, 2009 • 1:14 AM
hey.. few days nv blog le.. haha.. cos this few days quite busy.. haha.. friday busy helping my mummy do mooncake.. haha.. from 8plus to 11pm.. haiz.. it is so tiring lo.. but nvm all is worth it.. because the mooncake is really very delicious.. my relative and sister's boyfriend all like my mummy mooncake.. hahahaha... i love it too!! (: hmm... ytd when to buangkok.. which my godmother place... haha.. then i saw a guy which is ah ta.. he change alot sia!! haha.. but he now become more shuai le.. haha.. he have a very nice hair which is now very fashion for guy.. i think so ba.. cos my cousin hair style also quite simliar to him.. haha... hmm.. i sure blog until here le ba!! i really dont know what to blog liao... haha.. hmm... i feel like writing abt him again.. haiz.. but nvm.. today shall dont blog abt him... Jiejie u read le dont say me ar!! i know what u wan to say!! hahahaha!!! ^^
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