Sunday, September 20, 2009 • 10:36 PM
I really dont know what you are thinking now and what you want... Haiz... I know i'm so useless... I dont know what you want and what are you thinking about... Is like we are getting further and further away... Is like every words or every sentence you say to me, i dont know i can trust or believe you anot.. You are making me more confused now... Omg!! I really dont know what am i doing all this for?? Haiz.. I know i'm very silly for doing all this... Haiz.. I'm a silly and lonely girl.. No one can understand how i feel... I might look strong outside but nobody will know inside is so weak... That i get badly hurt one time, my heart is numb already.... Is difficult for me to open my heart for other guys... Unless they can melt my heart... But when my heart is really numb is really difficult for me to open my heart again... Because i really scared to get hurt again... And i can say that i really cant get anymore hurt again.... I have a very weak heart... Haiz.. i really MISS HIM SO BADLY.. But what can i do?? I only can continue silly waiting for him to come back.. But does he know i'm waiting for him so badly?? haiz.. I'm so sad now... Haiz.. But i still LOVE HIM lots lots.. haiz... Silly girl will be waiting for him again.. No matter how long it take, silly girl will still continue waiting for himto come back again.. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!!!
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