Tuesday, September 29, 2009 • 10:10 PM
Haiz.. ytd dunno why very very sad, no mood to entertatin ppl lo... haiz.. those guys who msg me ytd i nv reply single msg.. cos really pissed off by them.. haiz.. ytd jiejie tell me not to wait for him le.. becos he not worth it for me.. but i told myself, i still will continue waiting for him.. i know i like this very silly.. haiz.. i dun blame jiejie for telling me not to wait, because i know jiejie like this do is dont wan to see me hurt again and again.. jiejie thanks!! but i still wan to wait for him.. sorry!! haiz... benson i really miss you... do you know??? haiz.. i really dont know how to win your heart again... haiz.. i really try my best to make you happy le.. now is see you wan anot?? haiz.. i really very stress.. haiz.. stress abt my studies, my health and YOU!! haiz.. but all this is i xi gan qing yuan de!! i also cant blame anyone only can blame myself.. that all.. haiz.. but i still can say benson i really love you so much!!Labels: I'm waiting for him.. I LOve Him.. 1:20PM
Monday, September 28, 2009 • 1:52 PM
I really miss him so much.. ytd night i keep thinking of him again... Haiz.. i dunno why i think of him again.. haiz.. i really miss so much.. that i really wan him back.. but i dunno why he now no mood to have a stead... haiz.. but i only know that i really miss him so much and really wan him back.. now i'm trying my best to win his heart back.. haiz.. i dunno wad to post le.. really no mood at all.. maybe tonight will post it again ba..
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Saturday, September 26, 2009 • 6:08 AM
Haha.. i'm back from the ton day.. haha.. ytd really have alot of fun with abri... haha.. Ytd there was me, abri, li boon daddy, joel boi boi, gordon, lyehuat and teckleng.. only the six of us go ton.. haha.. first, i meet abri at cwp..after we meet, we take train to tpy and take bus to PP.. we meet liboon daddy at PP.. but abri and i reached first so we went to shooping while waiting for daddy come fetch us.. haha.. At first abri and i dunno how to go PP, we were so lost that we panicked dunno where to alight the bus stop.. Haha.. this is the second time that i lost my way... Haha.. but at last abri know where to alight.. haha.. we are safety reach PP... At east coast i had alot of fun with abri.. haha.. he cheer me up.. Abri thanks for ytd of everything... haha.. Ytd i fall down at east coast, abri was so shocked.. haha.. actually i myself also shocked.. i dunno i will fall down also.. haha.. this is the first time that i fall down at the sand.. hahha.. it was so painful.. i hurt my right leg and my head also.. after that nvm... abri and i went to the sea side to chit chat.. we chat alot.. Thanks for th hug that u gave me.. i really miss it.. Haha.. I really like it so much!!!(:
Haha.. I really nv sleep the all night.. Haha.. first time i can tahan for so long.. Haha.. Hmm.. this morning i sit my friend's bike back to tpy.. on the way to tpy, we do have abit of accdient.. Im so scared that i will fall down again.. because i do have phobia to bike... while we reaching tpy, i hurt my left leg.. is was so painful.. Omg!! because my friend dunno my leg is near the floor.. but is okay.. we do have alot of funs.. This morning i reach home ard 10plus.. haha.. Im so tired lo.. really.. but i do enjoy the night with my dearest friends and daddy!! haha.. I dunno how come i injure my neck.. haha.. my neck is so painful lo.. i cant turn my head around.. haiz.. Omg!! i dunno when my neck will be okay.. haiz.. hmm.. i shall blog until here.. I'm really damn tired.. I need go rest le.. due to my back pain come again.. haiz.. it really torture me alot.. haiz.. but i cant do anything also.. have to bear with the pain.. haiz.. ): but nvm, i stil can endure to it... haha.. Okay.. goodnight guys!!!
I still miss him alot!!!
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Friday, September 25, 2009 • 11:36 PM
Seriously i really miss him alot alot.. Omg!!! i now totally no mood... haiz.. hopefully later at night i will have fun with my friends.. we going to ton at night.. haha.. but i think i will be sleeping.. haha.. scared cannot tahan until tml morning... haha.. hope i can tahan.. Hmm.. I have been waiting for him for 6months plus.. i wonder he know that i'm waiting for him to come back?? haiz... I really hope he know about it and will read my blog... haiz.. I really miss him alot.. I really miss those sweet memories with him.. i do miss it... haiz... but what can i do?? Wait lo!! haiz.. I can only wait and wait... I really wish he will come back to me!!! I really love him so much that i cant forget him at all... I trying very hard to forget him but in the end i failed to forget him... haiz... My love to him is still the same like i love him when we are tgt.... I'm in love in him so deep.........Labels: I'm waiting for him here.... I miss you so much 2:30PM
Thursday, September 24, 2009 • 12:01 AM
I really miss him alot alot.. Haix.. But i cant see him this three weeks.. haiz.. i really damn miss him... Omg!! haiz... but i cant do anything also.. I know i really very silly... haiz.. but what can i do?? i still continue waiting for him.. haiz.. i'm a silly girl.. Just because i Truly Love him so much that i really cant forget him and put him aside.. haiz.. who can help me?? i really very tired and sad... haiz.. Omg!!! how can i get rid of him.. But no matter how hard i try i still cant get rid of him in my heart and in my mind.. haiz.. I think this time i truly love a guy so much.. That is him.. Haiz.. i nv get hurt so badly like now.. haiz.. I really love him so much.. haiz... Is really difficult for him to forget about him.. Because of him, those guys who wan jio me i think i will reject them.. becos i really dont wan to hurt them.. haiz... i really dont know i like this wait is worth it ma?? Haix.. but i still wait for him.. haiz.. Why i cant have a bf which can last long, love me, care me and takecare of me?? Why i cant have?? haiz... But i decided le... I still continue waiting for him to come back.... No matter how long it take i still will waited for him... Even it took me 1year i still will continue waiting for him to come back..... I really fall in love in him so deep.....
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 • 5:51 AM
Haha... Today is a fun day... Haha.. Today i go bugis meet my mummy and jiejie.. After i reached there, we went to have our lunch at bugis junction one of the restatuant.. After our lunch we went to bugis street to shop mummy things... After shop finish mummy things, me and jiejie went to shop our things le.. Haha.. Today i'm so happy... Because today jiejie brought me a hello kitty watch, which i really love it... HAha... Thanks jiejie.. I Love you jiejie!! Haha.. Today i brought a tee shirt and a dress.. haaha... I shop until my back pain again... Haiz.. now is so painful but anyway i get use to the pain le.. Haha.. Hmm.. Ytd meet a new guy.. Haha.. so weird... He get number from me.. LOL!! Okay.. i shall blog until here.. Haha..
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Monday, September 21, 2009 • 9:57 PM
Haha.. Holidays already im so happy... haha.. But im very bored.. haha.. I damn miss my sisters they all.. so long never meet them le.. going ask them out next week.. haha...
Haiz... I damn miss him... i know im so silly... haiz... Sisters we going out next week okay??
haha.. Tml I'm going with my mummy and my jiejie.. haha... Tml will be a nice day!! Haha.. (:Labels: im waiting for him... i miss him so much 1:10PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009 • 10:36 PM
I really dont know what you are thinking now and what you want... Haiz... I know i'm so useless... I dont know what you want and what are you thinking about... Is like we are getting further and further away... Is like every words or every sentence you say to me, i dont know i can trust or believe you anot.. You are making me more confused now... Omg!! I really dont know what am i doing all this for?? Haiz.. I know i'm very silly for doing all this... Haiz.. I'm a silly and lonely girl.. No one can understand how i feel... I might look strong outside but nobody will know inside is so weak... That i get badly hurt one time, my heart is numb already.... Is difficult for me to open my heart for other guys... Unless they can melt my heart... But when my heart is really numb is really difficult for me to open my heart again... Because i really scared to get hurt again... And i can say that i really cant get anymore hurt again.... I have a very weak heart... Haiz.. i really MISS HIM SO BADLY.. But what can i do?? I only can continue silly waiting for him to come back.. But does he know i'm waiting for him so badly?? haiz.. I'm so sad now... Haiz.. But i still LOVE HIM lots lots.. haiz... Silly girl will be waiting for him again.. No matter how long it take, silly girl will still continue waiting for himto come back again.. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR!!!
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• 10:23 PM
I really miss him so much.... But i don't know he know anot... haiz... I have been waiting for him for the past 6months plus... Am i silly?? I know i'm silly... But i still will continue waiting for him to come back.. Because i really love him lots lots.... haiz... Labels: I'm waiting for him... 2:30PM
